some times being a mom is hard. Robert is going through a little distructive stage. his violent stage was short lived and i hope this one will be too. i just have a hard time dealing wth it and i know it is sad and maybe even hard for some people to understand but sometimes i consider running away! NOT FOREVER but for long enough to get over the stress, it would probably not be longer than a couple of hours but a rest just the same! i do love my son very much and would never really leave him but i think every mom needs some time to her self and i am one of them that just doesn't get it very often and by that i mean never! i always feel too guilty to leave or to go do anything and i am ready to change it because if i don't i will explode! so i guess i am saying that i am in some desperate need of some girlfriends and a night out ... or maybe just some shopping! then back to my little angel or so he will have you believe!
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